Best Person I Never Had

1 min readNov 11, 2020
Photo by Jonathan Crews on Unsplash

We talked about the stars, our dreams and the uncertainties.

The things we wish, our greatest fantasies…

It’s killing me, our sweet old memories…

Now, baby, we’re playing hide and seek.

You told me things about cats and bitter teas.

You said if we’re together, you’d marry me.

But we’re not, we’re miles apart.

So here we are, lost in the dark.

I write this song while drinking.

Oh, I wish I knew you were leaving.

No, never thought that I’d be crying.

I don’t know why I’m still fighting.

Is it bad that I wish it kills you too?

I grab my phone and think of you.

Is it wrong to hope that you miss me too?

What price do I have to pay to finally see you?

I wish I had told you.

How much I love you?

But baby, it’s too late.

Now, I don’t know what to say.

And now I made this song.

While our pride plays along.

I kept the memories, and it made me so sad.

You’re the best person that I never had.




I look at people's faces, random photos, and places and think, "What If I was there?" "What If it was me?"