Best Person I Never Had

Nov 11, 2020


Photo by Jonathan Crews on Unsplash

We talked about the stars, our dreams and the uncertainties

The things we wish, our greatest fantasies

It’s killing me, our sweet old memories

Now baby, we’re playing hide and seek

You told me things about cats and bitter teas

You said if we’re together, you’d marry me

But we’re not, we’re miles apart

So here we are, lost in the dark

I write this song while drinking

Oh, I wish I knew you were leaving

No, never thought that I’d be crying

I don’t know why I’m still fighting

Is it bad that I wish it kills you too?

I grab my phone and think of you.

Is it wrong to hope that you miss me too?

What price do I have to pay to finally see you?

I wish I have told you

How much I love you

But baby, it’s too late

Now, I don’t know what to say

And now I made this song

While our pride plays along

I kept the memories, it made me so sad

You’re the best person that I never had.

(Song still on progress)




I look at people's faces, random photos and places and think, "What If I was there?" "What If it was me?" That's how I write my stories.